Wednesday, September 28, 2011

What a novel

Everytime i sat on my studychair, sometimes i really studying, but sometimes i pretending to study. When i pretending to study, usually i wrote a comic or a novel. Aaannndd my novel it just sooo randomly .....weird. 


Im not a good painter, really -_-

 The title is "Valse L'adieu'' or "Farewell Waltz". Adopted from Frederic Chopin's piano song, Valse L'adieu.  
The story is about a 13 year old kid who has a piano talent but never show it to anyone including her parents. Her name is Akito Hiromasa. A daughter of Ryuichi Hiromasa, a rich businesman who always traveling around the world only for his job. And his wife, Carissa Dacio Odette Darell, a French busy lady who working under her husband who travels around the world, but not with her husband. So, Akito stays on Japan in her house and always lonely. She barely met her parents, even her sister, Hiromasa Eloise, who moved to Paris. Akito is very admire Frederic Chopin.


The story is began with Akito playing piano in her school, but didn't know that there's her teacher who heard her playing. Her teacher rushed to the piano room and sees Akito playing piano, and for the first time there's a person who knew that she could play piano. Akito being pushed into an Orchestra by her music teacher to play in PromNight party. But she seems so angry, because if her father know that she could play the piano and join the orchestra in her school, she will be moved to Paris, to continuing musical school there.


And then, finally, when her mother know that she could play piano well, she ask her to play for her party with her friends in her workplace. That's when Akito being introduced to a violinist named Keitaro Kenji, same with her, a Japanese-French boy who talented in music.


When her mother ask Akito to duet with Kenji, Akito refuse. Because she don't like Kenji's attitude. Same as Kenji. But when her mother and Kenji's mother is forcing them to play together, finally they agree and play Frederic Chopin's Nocturne and Pachelbel's Canon.


Not long after, her father knows that Akito could play piano. And finally transfering her to Paris even she didn't want to. But because her father's rudeness, she finally accept it even she is so sad for leaving Japan and her friends.

But she didn't know that Kenji come along with her. He go to Paris to school there too in the same school with Akito. And finally, their mother agree that they should be married to each other when they're grow up. Of course, they refuse it.

Not long after, Akito feels sick. She coughing everyday, and sometimes, with blood. She keeps it as a secret to everybody. But when she is in the practice room with Kenji, she coughing blood and finally she has to tell him what happened to her. Kenji promised that he wont tell anyone if she goes to the hospital.


When she examine it to the doctor, doctor told her that she had a tubercolosis virus. Just like Chopin. Akito, being down for days and telling it to Kenji. Since then, Kenji always there for her, and he realized that he fall for her and want to protect her forever, even she didn't love him back.


Akito stays strong in front of the other people, but, she now facing the fact that slowly her beloved people go away from this world. Her sister, Eloise, pass away in Paris right before her show in a ballroom. Eloise ask her to play Beethoven's Sonata Pathetique when the show goes on. But Akito refuse it and she still wanted to play Beethoven's Fur Elise, but after her death, she play the Sonata Pathetique on the ballroom and showing her emotions though the music because of her only sister's death.


Her student, Franzois, from a poor family who admire Akito after a concerto, pass away right before she wanted to teach him Bach's Minuet In G. Akito offering him for being his teacher and no payment. Of course Franzois is so happy. But she didn't know that Franzois is sick, and after two week studying with her, he pass away. Akito didn't want to come out from her room because she thinks she is a bad teacher. But Kenji cheer her up and finally she is back to normal.


Her teacher, Fujita, passed away and Akito didn't know that it has been a long time ago when she stay in Paris. When she came to Japan, she asked her friend where is he, but her friend only stares at her with sad eye. And so the others, they didn't tell Akito. And finally, her bestfriend, Asuka, tell her that Fujita-sensei has passed away because of his sickness. But he told her friends not to tell Akito of his sickness even if he die soon. Akito , being down again and she finally burst out her tears after long time she didn't cry. Fujita -sensei was always there for her, being her father because her father doesn't have any time for her. Since then, she always play Chopin's Etude, "Tristesse", means "Sadness". She play it almost everyday and everytime.

She became more suffering because of her cough, and her body is very weak now. She easily sick and she barely attended to orchestra practice. But there are a invitation for her, to play piano in a big concerto. It is her dream to play in a big concert. But Kenji told her not to attend that invitation before she cured. But she keep on her decision. Kenji knelt down on one knee in front of the sitting Akito in the park, and told her :


"I may hate you for some reasons, but i love you too for many reasons. Let me protect you. Let me be your side forever, even you didn't have any feelings towards me. Please, stay living, for me. Don't force yourself too hard. If you had more suffer, then im suffering. I promise i wont hurt you and protect you. If you have already cured, then i will make a big concerto, bigger than this, and you will be the main character. With our Orchestra. So please, don't force yourself. You're an evil if you force yourself, because you let me seeing you suffering."


Then Akito said that she will not attend that concerto.


But she can't help herself. She went to that Concerto alone without Kenji's knowing, and with a bad cough, she force herself.


When Kenji visited her, he didn't found her anywhere. Then he know where she going to. He runs from Akito's apartement to the Concerto place. And hoping that he didn't came late. 


And when he arrived with exhaustment, sweat, and panting, he sees Akito in the stage, with pale face, playing Chopin's "Tristesse.". And he sees her mother, father and her friends watching her with sad eyes. Then with a careful steps, Kenji step into the stage, took his violin and play along with her. Akito, shock at first but finally enjoy their duet even cough disturbed her. 


And when they playing the last song, "Valse L'adieu", Akito coughing blood in the last part and finally fainted. Kenji brought her to hospital and he is very panic at that time. 


When the doctor came out, he told Kenji that Akito is gone forever. Kenji's knees felt weak, he fell to the floor, and cover his face with his hand. Her mother crying uncontrolablely. Her father embraced his wife with sad and regret face. Her friends crying too in front of the hospital door.

Akito was gone, while playing "Valse L'adieu", who dedicated to her beloved people.



Akito Hiromasa



Keitaro Kenji


 PS : This is only my weird novel -_-v


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Naomira Hawkeye

Friday, September 16, 2011

Big Bang's Tell Me Goodbye

G- Dragon






T.O.P

 


Taeyang
 


 




Daesung

  




  

Seungri






















BIGBANG














TELL ME GOODBYE




GD


Letting you go... (can somebody)
Letting you go... (please somebody)
No I got this, yeah.

Steady thinkin' 'bout this thing called love
It got me shaken up. (Please tell me there's a way)
And it got my head just spinnin' round round round round (Please tell me there's a way)
Don't wanna take a fall
It's best that I break it all
It's gonna be better for you, move on. (Please tell me there's a way)
And my heart be breakin' breakin'
All apart remakin' makin'
How can I recover it all ow ow ow.




Taeyang


Girl I swear kimi no koto wo ichibyou demo
Kanashimasenai yakusoku.
Mamoru tame ni wa mo moukoreshika
Erabu michi wa nai kara



Daesung


Baby aishita bun dake kizutsuketeshimau
And I got nothing, nothing to say 
Uhuuuh~




 Taeyang, Seungri, Daesung


Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye.

Dakishimeta te wo.
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye.
Hanasou ooh
Boku wo wasureru koto ni jiyuu ni naru nara baby.
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye.






Seungri 


Girl you know kimi ga egao nakushiteku hodo
Boku wa jibun mo semeru yo.
Nego semeru kotoba mo hikari sae mo
Nanimokamo miushinau.




Taeyang


Baby kono kuchibiru ga hanareta shunkanni.
I'll never find better, better than you 
Uhuuuh~



Taeyang, Seungri, Daesung




Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye.
Dakishimeta te wo.
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye.
Hanasou oooh
Soba ni iru koto dake ga yasashisa janai to baby.
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye.




T.O.P


And it's so, so
Sad it just ain't happenin'
Wish it could be better
Sorry to be scrappin'
But I just can't let ya
Be less than happy
How sad would that be
I couldn't live with myself seein' you lackin'.
The things you deserve
Baby you be superb
Must believe that it hurts
Deeply that's word.
I feel the achin' through my body
It just takes a big ol' part of me
To be lettin' you go
I wish it weren't so.




Daesung & Seungri


Kimi no koe setsunaku fade away, awa-a-a-ay.
Kaze ni kakikesareteyuku stay, sta-a-a-ay.




Taeyang & Daesung.


Kore ijou wa I can't take it.
Sono namida don't cry for me.
Kimi no tame never look back again.
A-a-a-ain.




Daesung, Taeyang, Seungri.


(Oooh) Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye.
Dakishimeta te wo.
(Oooh) Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye.
Hanasou oooh
Soba ni iru koto dake ga yasashisa janai to baby.
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye.
Tell me goodbye...




Translations


Letting you go... (can somebody)
Letting you go... (please somebody)
No I got this, yeah.

Steady thinkin' 'bout this thing called love
It got me shaken up. (Please tell me there's a way)
And it got my head just spinnin' round round round round (Please tell me there's a way)
Don't wanna take a fall
It's best that I break it all
It's gonna be better for you, move on. (Please tell me there's a way)
And my heart be breakin' breakin'
All apart remakin' makin'
How can I recover it all ow ow ow.


Girl I swear I won't even for a second
cause you any pain
in order to protect you
there's already no other way

Baby our love itself brings us pain
And I got nothing, nothing to say

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
seem to be letting go
if forgetting me will give you freedom Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

Girl you know when you lose your smile
I will place the blame on myself
Those words, and even the light
I will lose sight of everything else

Baby the moment our lips part this time
I'll never find better, better than you

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
seem to be letting go
merely being by my side is not kindness Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye


And it's so, so
Sad it just ain't happenin'
Wish it could be better
Sorry to be scrappin'
But I just can't let ya
Be less than happy
How sad would that be
I couldn't live with myself seein' you lackin'.
The things you deserve
Baby you be superb
Must believe that it hurts
Deeply that's word.
I feel the achin' through my body
It just takes a big ol' part of me
To be lettin' you go
I wish it weren't so.
 

Your voice, pained and fading away, away...
Erased completely by the wind, stay, stay...

All these things, I can't take it, those tears, don't cry for me

for your sake I'll never look back again

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
seem to be letting go
merely being by my side is not kindness Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye 

(Translations Source : Lyricsmode.com)


Big Bang's Taeyang, T.O.P, GD, Seungri, Daesung.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

When the "A" being mixed with "I"

Romeo Candorebanto de Montague & Juliet Fiamatta Arst de Capulet


"For never was a story of more woe
Than this of Juliet and her Romeo." - William Shakespeare.

A tragic love story between Montague's son, from a noble family, and Capulet's daughter, from a Capulet family, Montague family's mortal enemy. Romeo and Juliet. Nothing can stop their love forever. Even the death.


Frederic Francois Chopin & Amandine Lucile Aurore Dupin (George Sand)



A love between a melancholy and feminist pianist, and a masculine writer. Frederic Chopin and George Sand. Falling in love in a first sight, its ordinary. But, falling in love when hearing a piano voice and the song that the 'unknown' pianist playing, its rare. Thats George Sand. Loving Chopin even he had a Tubercolosis virus. She stay still by his side, even she looks more like nurse to him than a lover.

 "Comme cette terre m'etouffera, je vous conjure de faire ouvrir mon corps pour (que) je ne sois pas enterre vif."
 "As this earth will suffocate me, I implore you to have my body opened so that I will not be buried alive." - Frederic Chopin.


Roy Mustang & Riza Hawkeye
 

  

" There is no such thing as perfection. This world itself is imperfect.
  That's what makes it so beautiful." - Roy Mustang to Riza Hawkeye.

"Will you follow me?"
"Understood. If that is your wish, then even into hell. " - Roy Mustang and Riza Hawkeye.

A Colonel and Liutenant, who exactly didn't have any relationship except superior and his subordinate. Hawkeye promised that she will protect his back, and follow him even into hell. And Mustang stop burning Envy when Hawkeye said that she will shoot him. He ask her what will she do when he die. She answered that she will also follow him to death. Mustang stop and said that he can't afford to lose her. She ordered not to die. She always obeyed his order. Then when Mustang die, that means Hawkeye will follow him. Maybe they didn't have any relationship except superior and his subordinate. But, everybody could see how they love each other and they wanted to protect each other.


Shinichi Chiaki & Noda Megumi

  
Noda Megumi, a talented pianist who lives in the dirty apartement. She never care about cleaning her apartement. Even she barely take a shower. But her piano play could amaze the people who hear it. Including Shinichi Chiaki, a charming conductor, violinist, and also a pianist who heard Nodame plays Beethoven's Sonata Pathetique rightly.

Nodame fall in love easily with Chiaki. But Chiaki seems didn't care. 

But can you believe that a piano could make this 2 people together? 

Nodame's biggest dream is when she showing her piano play in a concerto with Chiaki and his Orchestra. But some problem slowly made Nodame fell into depresion and frustation. Also she leave Chiaki and she intended not to meet him again. But Chiaki keep calling her. He realized that he missed her all this time. But they still love each other, and trying to find their song ending in the life of crescendo and decrescendo. They love each other, in the area of musical pieces.

"Play the last note, and leave no regrets." - Kiyora.

"Please marry me, senpai!"   
"Wake up. You're still asleep.." - Nodame and Chiaki.

"I think she had forget it all. But.... I think i will accept her proposal." - Shinichi Chiaki.

  
 -


Ai. Japanese word of "Love". 

I heard it everywhere. My friends always talk about that in a social network. There are many of them that talking about "love" thing like that. They talking about their boyfie or girlfie, and they say that 4 simple word.

But still, i dont understand yet.

They are 13, or 14. Or maybe 15 years old. They are maybe, a teenager, but they are still a kid. Still schooling in Junior High School and studying just like me. But what i dont understand is when they are saying things like : 

"I love *bla bla* forever." "I missing you already." "I can't live without you." "Why are you ignoring me? Cant you see that i crying every night?" "I always thinking about. But seems like you are not." 

Confuse.

I even dont know what is "love". I know that i love my parents, my family, my friends, my teachers. But not "love" in the meaning of other else. I know that when you "like" somebody, you start to thinking about him/her, talking about him/her with your besties, and whatever it is. But , can you realize that its just a childhood crush? Its not a "love", i think. Well.... i dont know anything. Just sharing my thought. And what makes me more confuse is when they are saying.... :

"If i die, could he/she care about me?" "Why God didn't give me sickness? I hate being living in this world. Im nothing to them."

Think.

I know that they sad because of their "love" problem. But, why they didn't think that not only one person who didn't love them? many other people would care with them. Not only one. And if they sick, maybe the person they love would be care. But do they think that their parents is sad? Their friend? Their family? Do they? No. I think. It is troublesome you know....for thinking like this.

Yes....... i think love is troublesome. confusing. and i dont understand about it. Where did my friends learn about it? I wonder.......

The story above, it is all about "love". Maybe you have known a lot about it. They are great.

But the greatest love that i ever seen is the love of my mother and father. Because without them, i will never born into this world and write this blog for sure.

But still....Im confused. -_-

Not important , really.

Once more, i heard a story from someone, and his love story is similar with Chopin. But i can see the happiness in his eyes when he told me about his memory, and sadness when he stop talking about it and face the reality that they are all over. If you heard the story, maybe you will understand what i am talking about, heheh.

The point is....

For me......

I dont understand about the meaning of "love". Dont ever ask me about it. Thanks :)



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Naomira Hawkeye 

Monday, September 5, 2011

I'm an Author? Woah. Nightmare.

 Hey guys.  Kalian tau fanfiction? Mungkin ada beberapa yang tau, dan beberapa yang enggak.


Fanfiction itu seperti seorang fan dari suatu film, buku, anime, dan lain lain, yang membuat cerita versi mereka sendiri menggunakan karakter karakter fiksi favorit mereka di suatu film, buku, atau anime. Jadi penulis bisa mengeluarkan imajinasi mereka lewat tulisan dengan menggunakan karakter karakter yang mereka sukai. 


Misalnya, ada dua karakter yang mereka sukai, tapi 2 karakter itu gak pacaran atau semacamnya, mereka bisa bikin cerita versi mereka sendiri tentang 2 karakter itu. Gimana prologue-nya dan gimana epilogue-nya. Atau ada karakter yang mereka sukain tapi karakter itu meninggal, mereka bisa ngubah itu juga lewat cerita mereka sendiri. Tapi ingat, fanfic bukanlah cerita aslinya. Dan harus ada "Disclaimer"-nya juga untuk menghormati creator aslinya.  ;)


Yaaak. Dan saya mau buka identitas sekaligus promosikan diri -_-. Ini account fanfiction saya :

http://www.fanfiction.net/~halfmazokualchemist

 Keren. Saya bisa jadi seorang author. Hahah hahah. Lewat pengalaman nulis blog yang acakadul ini, akhirnya saya yang udah tertarik sama dunia fanfiction sejak kelas 6, mencoba coba buat cerita sendiri. Yah, kebanyakan sih cerita tentang Naruto, Fullmetal Alchemist, dan Kyou Kara Maoh. Tapi itu juga ga bagus bagus amat -_-v 

Heheh. Kalo link diatas udah dibuka, sok atuh dibaca fic fic saya (walaupun ga bagus bagus amat....*miris*) dan jangan lupa kasih review yah ;) *ngarep*.

Buat readers yang tertarik, ayo gabunggg ;)

Dita.


 Judul yang singkat, huh? Iya. Itu nama orang. Nenek nenek salto juga mungkin tau kalo itu nama dari spesies yang namanya "orang" atau "manusia". Dan berjenis kelamin perempuan. 

Btw, ngomong ngomong soal "Dita", dia ini nama panjangnya Nindita Kirana. Lebih akrab disapa "Dita". Mudah kan? DI-TA. Mungkin bule bule yang lagi latihan di maklumkan untuk memanggilnya "Dheee- Tuuuh". Ga apa apa. Namanya juga belajar. Atau kalo ada yang mau manggil Dita dengan panggilan "Nindi" juga engga apa apa. Lebih baik dari saya, yang dipanggil macem macem oleh makhluk asing entah darimana itu tauah.


Oke cukup. Anak ini umurnya 14 bulan.  Dia lahir pada tanggal 5 Juli 2010 tepatnya di Jakarta. Penasaran kenapa saya memposting tentang "Dita" , "Nindi", atau "Dheee- Tuuuh" ini? Karena bocah ini adalah sepupu saya yang paling unyu unyu gimanaaa gitu. 


Hari Kamis, tepatnya pada tanggal 25 Agustus 2011, Dita main kerumah. Hati senang gembira karena ada mainan selain BB, dan ga bosen soalnya yang diliat dirumah bukan Reyhan-Reyhan lagi. 

Pas Dita pertama dateng, saya masih diatas. Di tempat tidur yang nyaman dan empuk bersama teman sepermainan saya, yaitu Hp. Mata masih ngantuk. Belum mandi (iyalah -_-) dan untungnya waktu itu saya lagi ga puasa (nah ini apa hubungannya?)

Tiba tiba terdengar suara grasak grusuk diluar sana. Saya panik. Saya takut kalo ada maling. Enggak. Gak mungkin. Mana mungkin kalo ada maling, kakek saya yang ada diluar masih bisa bolak balik beberapa kali dari dalem rumah ke luar rumah?


Dan akhirnya saya pun keluar. Melihat Taxi biru yang ternyata ada bude saya disitu. Dan mama saya menggendong makhluk berbaju pink yang tampangnya plongo sekali. 


Iyah. Itu Dita. Dengan reflek saya berlari kearah Dita. Bayangin boo udah lama ga ketemu ya kangen gitu hm hm hm.


Dan akhirnya, Dita nyengar nyengir ngeliat saya. Mungkin sebentar lagi saya akan disiksa. Dan kerennya, dia langsung mau saya gendong heeeee *muka ganteng* 


Kita pun bermain main dari jam setengah 9 sampe jam 4 sore lebih dikit. Belum tentu bisa ketemu dalam jangka waktu singkat. Mungkin akan lama lagi.


Dan ternyataaaa jeng jeng. Tanggal 31, Dita dateng lagi pas Lebaran. Kini lebih aneh. Kata bude saya, dia lagi sakit flu dan.......itulah gaenak ngomongya-_-. Tapi pas dateng2, dia digendong om saya masuk kamar. Saya lagi tidur sambil dengerin lagu tiba tiba denger suara ocehan balita yang udah ga asing lagi. Pas saya melek. Saya liat Dita lagi ketawa ketawa ga jelas sambil ngoceh bahasa planet. Reflek saya gendong Dita. Padahal baru beberapa hari ga ketemu :/


Dan bener aja loh. Dita emang lagi sakit. Biasanya kalo ga sakit, dia bakalan mau di gendong sama siapa aja. Tapi kini ia tak mau berpaling dariku~ . So sweet gagal.


Dan ajaibnya, pas Reyhan lagi main iPad dan tidak sengaja dilihat oleh Dita yang serba ingin memegang benda benda canggih, Dita langsung teriak teriak ga jelas minta iPad nya. Pas udah dikasih, Reyhan takut jatoh dan akhirnya direbut balik. Dita teriak teriak lagi. Reyhan ngasih lagi, terus ngambil lagi. Dita tambah histeris. Reyhan melakukan aksi itu lagi. Dita seriosaan. Reyhan pun akhirnya ngasih bener bener karena diceramahin mama saya.


Dan anehnya, pas udah dikasih. Itu iPad malah ga dimainin. Melainkan dipegang erat erat, dan dia masih teriak teriak, sama seperti tadi. Entah ada apaan. Reyhan pun mengambil iPad nya lagi. Dita mulai marah dan mukanya mau nangis. Saya panik. Reyhan pun masih cuek. Dita bener bener marah dan anak yang saat itu masih 13 bulan, berteriak "PINYEM!" atau dibaca "pinjem"... Kenapa dia bisa sepeti itu? Jenius....


Dan karena Dita ada acara dirumah orangtua Ayahnya, akhirnya mereka meninggalkan tempat lagi. Pokoknya GWS deh buat Dita. Semoga penyakitnya ga kambuh sering sering yah -_-


Oh ya, btw, ini fotonya Dita : 


Ini Dita. Muka Normal....

Ini Dita. Muka sok imut..... Tapi imut beneran -_-

Ini Dita. Sok sok an main piano. Mending bisa dit -_-



 Oke thats all. Anyway, Happy Eid Mubarak Muslim people! ;)




Coret Tangan






Naomira Hawkeye